sketches: changing

i thought i
was good with change,
could use it,
liked it.
change in my life
was what moved me,
kept me excited,
kept things fun.

change was good..
"good" was change.
right?

but now..
now i'm not all okay with it,
things aren't working out.
i can't change, can't like it.

i know that you've changed,
and changed without me...

i'm not sure if i'm okay with that.

i'm scared. scared of standing still,
scared of moving forwards, backwards.
scared of moving at all.
i'm scared. scared of the same,
scared of changing.