i wish the bath could drain without that
terrible noise
i wish the cuts that do not bleed
out of my skin
but still scab
would bleed themselves out and through me
i wish i knew if the you
i've been watching is real
or if instead my you was truer
i wish i knew if it was all you
i wish i knew if i was still your happiness
i feel like we are strangers
and i prayed and acted with the faith
we would never become strange to each other
i never thought i'd come to find
that your eyes could be flat when they saw me
when they met mine.
